
because here,
I’m lost.

I used to try so hard to capture every bit of beauty I found.
And it’s not that my photographs are especially very good,
But they do strike those emotions I find myself continually desiring.
There were butterflies,
between him and I.

&Then you know,
there’s me.
Feeling blank and alone,
but hopeful and having faith in myself and the future.

I found her beautiful for her insecurities,
and her English-ridden words.
But her wants for so many materialistic things have become more of an obsession,
than anything else.
I don’t like this.
Still, I find myself curious as to her business.
When I get angry,
it’s more of a craze
or flurry,
of a short few curse words repeatedly used on anything & everything in my path.

I can tell now,
that it’s happened.
That moment when I fall asleep,
with your breathing in my ear,
or the slight static of the air that surrounds you,
that’s how I know.
Oh the painful truth of it all.